Trying to not let stress ruin my last pregnancy

I just really needed to vent a bit….

I’m due 8/26 with my last baby. This will be my fourth. We are so happy and we found out it’s a boy. Now we’ll have 2 girls and 2 boys.

There’s just a lot been going on in my personal life and I feel like the stress is over taking the joy of my last pregnancy.

Here’s the rundown. We put money down to buy a house- we excited cuz we need the room and it’s just time.

But, I just lost my job. My dream job and my dream company. They did mass layoffs and my entire team was impacted. Now I’ve been searching non stop for a job that will pay at least similar since our housing expense will be going up on the new house. It’s just a lot. I’m stressed but trying to relax and trust that everything will fall into place. I just feel like I can’t vent to anyone cuz I’m really trying to trust the process and not manifest negativity- if that makes sense.

But the stress is wearing on me. I should be excited about finding a name for the baby or finally having the space to have a baby room, but it just seems like I can’t cuz all my energy is going into finding a job quickly. We don’t want the house to fall Thru that’s another reason why I’m stressing. It’s a lot of pressure.

I’ve been having non stop headaches for the past few weeks and my nausea came back so now I feel bad all day. I feel guilty because I’m stressing and the stress isn’t good for me or the baby.

On a good note- baby boy is healthy and I’m starting to feel him move. 😊

I know I just need to relax, trust it will be ok, and enjoy the time I do have being off- I guess I just needed vent because I’m feeling overwhelmed.

Thanks guys for letting me ramble