Wondering re another

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Anyone else have a tough time with a certain period eg pregnancy, birth or in my case the newborn period, and it made you reconsider how many kids you wanted? I really can't handle sleep deprivation and find the newborn period so painfully tough, everytime I go through it I wonder was doing so a good idea. We want X amount of kids, but already I wonder can I handle doing this again. I love the kids when they're older, it's the best fun (give me toddlers any day over a newborn!) Has anyone else felt similar?