How do you regain your confidence after you find out your boyfriend cheated by talking to other girls online and almost meeting up with one if i didnt catch it. I stayed with him after that because he said it wouldnt happen again and he deleted the dating sites but a few months later he was signed into his email on my computer and i saw his search history and it was a bunch of p*rn and it was times he said he was going to bed or he randomly stopped texting me and said he fell asleep or times he was suppose to be getting up and getting ready for work. So my confidence was again lowered. I had already had low confidence as it is before i met him (from friends telling me i was fat even though i was not at the time) so none of it helped. I have a very high sex drive and he would get upset with me when i would try and start something and he blamed him having a low sex drive (he took my virginity but he had already been with a few girls before me but he said he didnt treat them like he did me but i was the one who treated him the best but he decides to treat me like shit) bug turns out he was just masterbating the hell out of himself to fake bitches online and then making me feel like complete shit and embarrassed because i got turned down everytime and we could only do anything when he started it. So how do you regain your confidence?? How do you ever recover from any of this? How do i feel like im enough and that i dont have to have big fake boobs or a thin body. Even if i left him i wouldnt be okay