My backstory…

I’ve had 5 beautiful healthy babies, 3 girls, 2boys and I’m 14weeks pregnant with my 6th child. I now have 3 baby daddies.😅 before you judge this is why. I’m 30 years, I got married when I was 20 (2013) and had my first child in 2013. My second child in 2014 and my 3rd child in 2017. 2 girls 1 boy. Well after 5 years together he cheated on me and I left him. 100 percent was not aware that I would get in trouble for taking my kids back to my home town, which they were all born in because they lived in North Carolina for longer than a year except my son was only 5 months old. I was in trouble for kid napping. Once again, had no idea. Because of this my ex husband got full custody and I got them certain holidays. I was 100 percent on birth control (the implant). I met someone new about 6 months after my divorce which only took 4 months to get because my ex husband had family in high places, it was 2018 and I got pregnant. Had my 3rd little girl in 2019. 4th child. Everything was great. Even got more custody of my other 3 because I never did anything wrong. Never been on drugs, never even had a speeding ticket. Switch birth control to the ring. Got pregnant again. Had my son in 2020, 5th child. During my pregnancy covid hit and my ex husband completely disappeared with my other 3 children. I’ve not seen or heard from since 2020, because of covid nobody would do anything, and I have no idea where he went. After my son was born the person I was with starting doing drugs, he in fact got so bad I was Terrified to have my babies anywhere near him. He was on meth and pain pills. Now keep in mind, I had never been around drugs and didn’t even know he was on them for awhile! I left him in 2021. It’s been 2 years and he tried to see his kids maybe 3 times. Found another man, who treats me better than any man ever has! But we both did not want anymore kids. He had one and I only had my 2 with me because still to this day, I’ve not seen or found my first 3. Also, I was 100 percent on birth control for both babies.😅 i am absolutely terrified to get my tubes tied because of all the horror stories my family has had. Well here is 2023, I’m 14 weeks pregnant with baby number 6, also a birth control baby. And yes, I’m getting my tubes tied this time, I can’t keep trusting birth control. 😂 lord help me.