Embarrassed myself

I had a very embarrassing moment with a guy I like

I asked him soooo do you miss me yet 🥹

He read it

2 hours later I said nevermind I shouldn’t of asked that

He read it

6 hours go by no response so I deleted/unsent the messages

Ever since it happened he hasn’t spoken to me

Like I mean I wanna sink in the couch and die

I wanna vanish type of embarrassment

I’m not sure I can face him again or talk to him until my feelings of embarrassment, “omg why did I do that?!” “Omg why did I say that?!” “I’m an idiot”

is this normal or weird I don’t wanna talk to him or see him EVER AGAIN



(I’m the type I over think everything)