Should I feed or not?

I don’t need the negative comments or any hate so if you are negative on this don’t comment I’m genuinely curious. I’ve had horrible depression and crippling anxiety so I took an edible 1mg thc 40cbd and it helped but I’m breast feeding I’m not sure if I should just quit breast feeding as he is 3 months away from being 2 or keep going I’m kicking myself completely right now I feel so horrible and so sad