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So my post on getting my baby hurt twice today got people questioning weather it was a troll post. No its not. I wish it is. So firstly, i lack spacial awareness, it is something I struggle everyday, and i have been extra cautious but not sure why, I did made a mistake today as I misjudged my distance to the door and my baby ended up getting knocked in the head. Then an accident happened again as I was trying to move the double stroller into the lobby with my baby in it, I had underestimated how long it is and the thing is, the door closes when you dont hold it open. So it closed before I can fully get the stroller in causing my stroller to topple. I definitely should’ve buckle my baby up in the stroller but I didn’t, as I thought I was just from the drop off to the lobby. What could go wrong right? Lesson learned. I’m glad my baby is fine. But I’m not sure what could I do to be better. It seems like I’m so bad at this to the point that it seems intentional.

Reply to comments: My psychiatrist suspects that I have adhd from what she knows of my condition and spatial awareness has been a struggle my whole life. Getting hurt from walking and knocking into things and knowing that made me so aware whenever I carry my baby but today was the worst, I doubt I’ll use a double stroller again although I have another toddler. Sticking to the carrier for my baby and lesson learned for buckling baby up in the stroller no matter the distance. Thanks for the kindness everyone.