Silly/stupid crush
So I work in a setting that has multiple branches around the state and every branch comes together for trainings and meetings and stuff. I’ve been working here for a little over a year now and I’ve seen coworkers come and go (it’s one of those more temporary job settings) but there’s a new guy that just joined a few months ago. He’s from a different branch but I met him at a training and everyone gets time to get to know one another during these meetings and trainings. At first glance he was cute and as I started getting closer to him, I started falling for him more. He has an adorable accent and he’s funny and makes me laugh. I’ve been hiding it and acting like we’re just work friends cause I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of my coworkers or make him feel uncomfortable. However, I just had a training yesterday and I kept sneaking glances over to him during the meetings and getting a little giddy whenever he’s close to me. I keep trying to tell myself that crushes are normal but I can’t stop beating myself up over it. I’m an adult but I’m acting just like I did when I liked a boy in my class in elementary school. It’s so humiliating but I can’t stop getting flustered at the thought of him. I haven’t felt this way about anyone in a while either and I haven’t had a significant other in years. And I definitely don’t want to tell him how I feel because one of my friends confessed to me and it basically ruined our friendship and I don’t want that with him. Does anyone know any tricks to getting rid of a crush so that I don’t embarrass myself any further?
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