Losing hope

Sorry for the rant we are choosing to keep these issues private until we have some answers so have no one to talk to about these problems I have

I have been told I have a very low sperm count after 3 tests, multiple brain scans and blood tests since then

Now seeing a fertility specialist and needing to test to see if I carry a specific gene that can be causing the fertility issues.

I have a damaged gland in my brain and possible blockages down below

I’m nearly 25 and I really wanted to have kids young but I don’t see it happening

Very frustrating and upsetting, I feel like I will never be a dad and definitely makes my partner and I upset about everything