Baby father

Hi,

My baby father is so rude to me and constantly putting me down. It could be over what I’m wearing, how I eat, how I talk, how I drive but he constantly calls me retarded.

Today our 18month old was tantruminv on the floor, he was tired and just wanted to be picked up but every time I tried he told me to sit back down and don’t touch him. I ended up picking him up because I want to be able to comfort my baby if he’s upset.

Baby father then started saying how he doesn’t like me and what is there to like about me. I’m ugly with an ugly personality and he doesn’t like me in general.

I’m so upset by this I literally do everything for him for the sake of his having regular access to our son, cook, clean, do his washing, look after the baby 24/7, never ask for help at night even though our son still wakes numerous times

Please can someone give me some words of advice?