I have a 3 year old and 8 month old. My grandfather recently died, he was my best friend. We texted every day. I just feel like I’m in a slump. I don’t have any money (I’m a sahm) I’m exclusively breastfeeding so I prefer to stay home to do that. I want another baby but my husband isn’t exactly on board and I want to wait a bit anyway due to the breastfeeding. My husband isn’t the greatest. He barely listens to me and we don’t have sex unless we’re trying for a baby. He just isn’t interested even before we had the kids the sex dwindled down to basically never. Any idea on how to get my mood up?