Made a decision today

This morning in the shower getting ready for work I decided that I’m no longer going to stress TTC no more tracking,testing, wasting money on tests.been trying for so long my body obviously doesn’t want to be pregnant again even though I want to be. My LH levels are never extremely high like I see most people’s. 3 1/2yrs of trying and torturing myself. If it happens I will be more than excited and happy. I am just no longer going to torture myself. I’m probably not even going to call my doctor Monday. I have disappointed myself before when I was 14days passed my predicted period. It’s sad when you get to this point. It sucks that I’m only 27 and having such a hard time but I guess that is just my life.

#GeneralTTC #8dayslate