Spotting

So I woke up to mild spotting, light pink and lost it. Yesterday was the first day I finally accepted it, I told my older kids so they knew why mom was a “raging lunatic” I know it sounds so stupid but I m mad at myself for getting so excited and letting myself feel happy. My husband is being so beyond supportive and trying to see all the positives and keep me calm. Im at a stand still on weather just to wait it out and see what happens or going to the hospital today just to ease my mind. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.