Need encouragement

Tana

I am 6w6d and started spotting 4 days ago. When I wipe in the morning its bright red (not dark though) and then throughout the day it turns brown and by the end of the day i feel like its over. But then the next day it starts all over again. No cramping, but yesterday I had some ramndom sharp pains where I would guess my right ovary is. I go in for my first ultrasound on May 2nd so i know I have to just wait it out and stay positive until then. But Im starting to get so sad and discouraged. I didn't bleed at all with my first so just feel like I'm going to lose this one. So hard because I want to stay positive but then think if Im going to miscarriage will my body just do it and get it over with. Anyone have any encouraging words to offer? Thank you in advance!