Today it has hit me im gining to be a mommy a ftm I have lots and lots of experience with newborns but it is soooo different when it is your own I cried my eyes out thinking about her Like I am so so scared of her getting hurt or me not being able to protect her I'm not sure why I am just scared of the thought I could fail as a mother especially since there is already a sense of failure there because her father wanted me to abort her and I get ZERO support from him 😔 am I going into depression is this normal what do I do???? I need help I am an emotional wreck 😖😭