Infertility and PCOS diagnosis

TW: infertility/PCOS/mention of miscarriage risk

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I was officially diagnosed with infertility today. Just sitting with that hurts. Today I was also diagnosed with PCOS which is why we aren’t getting pregnant. Our doctor worked with my husband and i to come up with a plan moving forward-she was wonderful. I guess I’m just grieving that I’m the 1 in 6. And with PCOS, even if we do get pregnant, our chances of miscarriage is higher and the pregnancy is high risk. I’m grieving that we can’t have the exciting journey that so many of my friends have without medical intervention and that anxiety will follow a positive result as we hold the risk of losing our baby if we do finally conceive them with PCOS complications. Infertility is so unfair. Infertility just plain hurts.