Help! Need positive words. HPT lines getting fainter...

Jennifer
I can't believe this is happening and completely freaking out.  Last week, on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> morning, I finally got the faint positive we have been waiting for.  We were so excited we told our parents on Christmas. On the 26th I tested with way too many tests from Dollar Tree and grabbed a Clear Blue Advanced Digital.  All were positive.  A few days later I tested with another FRER and noticed that the line wasn't much darker than the first test.  Today, which is 6 days after the original faint BFP FRER, I got a "Not Pregnant" on the remaining Clear Blue Advanced Digital. Took an FRER and the line is as faint as it was a week ago.  Starting to think the worst at this point.  I wish I had never told our parents on Christmas now. Feeling awful...