AF showed its ugly face today😕

I was 2 days late and was hoping to do HPT tomorow but AF showed its ugly face I feel so emotional and upset really thought this was our month and a good end to the year as this year hasn't been great.Been trying for baby #2 since a had miscarriage in August. Every month I go through this emotional roller coaster the day my AF arrived praying for rainbow baby to come soon 😕