I feel like I'm failing at being pregnant 😥

Laura
I'm currently 31 weeks pregnant and I honestly feel as if I'm failing at being pregnant. I wanted this so desperately and completely underestimated how hard it would actually be. I love my baby so much already and I know how lucky I am to have had a problem free experience, I'm just exhausted and really not enjoying this experience as much as I thought I would. My hips are agony and I must wake up at least 8 times a night due to the pain. I am a teacher and dreading going back after the Christmas break. I feel like all I do is moan about these issues when I should be over the moon and enjoying every moment of this experience. Are other people feeling like this or is it just me? Thanks for taking the time to listen to my rant!