Need some encouragement.

Today is a hard day in breastfeeding land. My little one is 6 weeks. We’re going on weeks of cluster feeding. It just doesn’t feel maintainable. How can you plan to do anything if your little one could eat anywhere between 30 mins at a time or 3 hours at a time? We have a beach vacation coming up and the last thing I want to do in a public space is have my boobs out every 30 mins. I know that sounds harsh. But I’m not always comfortable nursing in public and I also want to be able to enjoy myself.

I just tried to pump to hopefully give her a full feeding when she wakes up today (to help keep her satisfied for a while. I need a break) and didn’t even get 2oz. Am I not making enough? Is she not satisfied? What do I do 😩