Motivation

I need to loose 2 stone plus. Im 5ft 4 and weigh nearly 14 stone called as obese. Im so upset about my weight i often cry. Now the weather is getting warmer im so upset i wont be able to hide away in winter clothes. I need to do it for my child but also me. Never felt so ugly and fat i eat bad and the wrong food but i lack motivation and have.for 2 years. I see so many stories of waking up and something clicks - doesnt happen to me. I stuggle with.meals because i dont really like veg or salar which is where i struggle so much