Baby No.2 is a boy and I’m depressed. I wanted 2 girls my entire life.

I am not even really excited about the pregnancy anymore.

I’ve kept all of my daughters clothes, hoping and wishing that I would have another baby girl.

Yes I know that ppl in the world are struggling to have kids. I tried for a year. Yes I know ppl struggle with loss. I’ve had a few.

It doesn’t change my feelings though. I wish I could be as happy as I was when I found out my girl was a girl.

I never had a sister. Always wanted one. And I desperately wanted to give my daughter that.