So on yesterday I had my surgical abortion procedure and going in I didn’t know what to expect because it was my very first time I don’t regret my decision I feel I did what I had to do although it was very tough and even hard making this decision but I just had my 2nd child 8 months ago in I wasn’t prepared for another mentally physically and financially my boyfriend been there every step of the way which made the process a little easier but I must say the pain I endured doing the procedure was worse then me giving birth to both of my kids I’m not sharing my experience to scare anyone else because everyone is different and some can tolerate more pain than others but during my procedure I was awake in under no sedation just nitrogen gas which didn’t help me in anyway possible the procedure was very painful but I’m relieved that it’s all over and now I’m focusing on the healing process remember we all are strong individuals making some very difficult decisions but they are made for the best outcomes we got this 🙏🏾❤️