I hate that I always feel unwelcome due to never receiving invites when people get together, go out, travel, or have a party. And when I do get an invite, it’s always at the very very last minute while others been knew about it months in advanced. I always feel left out and feel like people tend to not like me for whatever reason. Especially when you thought you had a genuine bond with these people or thought the friendship could go further. My problem is I have to stop thinking that everyone is my friend. I noticed that I’d reach out to these people but they don’t reach out to me unless I reach out to them. The only time I’d get the attention from them is when I dress very nice (designer or name brand). I’m 22, I always wanted girl friends to hang out with but if it’s not meant for me to have friends then I guess I’ll have to live it up alone or with my s/o. Then it’ll make me questioned things about myself as if I’m the problem or if there’s something wrong about me.