I wanna lay in bed and cry until 1/3

I "feel" so pregnant, but the cheap test are all bfn. So I'm laying in bed now, feeling so down and lazy, and my boobs are on fire. Then my upper thighs feel so tight and tingly as if I've been doing power squats or days of exercise. This 2ww is almost over but the closer it gets to 1/3, the more I'm freaking out. To drink tonight or not to drink