Please don’t judge. I’m on stuff and we use condoms. I hate abortions as it is, I’m just looking for support and what the process is.

I have 3 beautiful children already and they are 5, 3 and 1.

I just found out this morning I’m pregnant maybe around 5/6 weeks.

We know we can’t afford another hence the double contraception, and I just need help. I have so much guilt, I’ve been crying all morning and I know my SIL is pregnant too (around the same as me) and I just know when that baby comes I’ll feel so guilty and horrible that we should’ve had one at a similar time.

I just feel so sick and guilty, looking at my kids like it could be like you one day but i just don’t think it’s fair for the baby’s sake as we only just get by now.

Idk my emotions are everywhere I actually feel so sick and my mentality is just foggy. My husband think it’s a clear decision for our current 3 kids sake.

Guilt will tear me down but it has got its pro’s right now in our current situation as to why we should do it.