HPV…and herpes?!

One day I was fine no signs of anything. The next morning I wake up with discomfort. I see a few small sores around my vaginal area. I’m scared it herpes. I just don’t understand. My partner and I never shown any symptoms of the virus before. I also have hpv and that journey was already tough for me to get through. I don’t think I can live with another disease that stuck with me for life. I’m angry. I’m scared. I’m embarrassed. My heart aches as I wait for my results and seeing the look of my partner face if it our worse fear come true. He might leave me. Who’s going to want me after.