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(sorry, idk where to put this, but I just need to vent.)

first off, let me just clarify - I'm really happy for my boyfriend. he's in Mexico visiting family he hasn't seen in awhile and having some much deserved fun. again, I'm really happy for him.

i don't know why, but I'm just really upset that he's not here with me? this is the first New Years I've been in a relationship and I'm just being a selfish little shit and just want to be able to celebrate with him. and I feel bad for being upset, I really do. honestly, I don't even know why I'm upset, seeing that he comes home on Sunday.

idk, it just kind of sucks I guess. I'm just watching his snapchat story and he's having all this fun and I'm in bed crying like the little shit I am. I guess I was hoping for at least a text or maybe a quick phone call at midnight, but I guess not.

but like I said, despite what I just said, I really am genuinely happy for him.

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