Finally the big O happened

My husband is great. He tries really hard to make me feel desirable, loved and relaxed during.sex. I have never been a huge fan of receiving oral. Im self conscious and I can't relax enough to enjoy it. Last time oral happened my husband did something and afterwards he said, "I was trying to get you to relax and comfortable with it" and.it. helped but not enough to enjoy it.fully. Well last night he started oral again and.that quote popped in my head and I relaxed and not even 5 mins later I had such an intense orgasm I thought my thighs were going to rip his head off. 12 years with this man and he finally got me out of my own head. I do suffer from severe depression and anxiety and I'm mentally healthier than I've been in a long. time. I can't believe my dissatisfaction was mainly me not being able.to get.out of.my own head