Happy 2016. Update, he's called several times I didn't answer and he text me he was hit off his Motorcycle. Should I reach out? He's famous for pushing me away in times like this saying his baby momma is at the hospital with his kids so just wait for his call or whatever. I'm just over it all I don't want to be hurt by the distsnce he creates with his dramatic life.

My guy and I had a big blow up and I didn't reach out to him for over 30 days. Before the blow up we were in such a good place. He popped up 2 weeks ago apologizing and we have been almost OK. Last I saw him was yesterday morning we stayed up with me talking about all the stuff I wanted to stop bringing up from the last 4 years. I thought we were in a good place but ladies he did not spend last night with me (went with friends so he says, we are not traditional like that to bring in the new year like that) but last year he at least called me at midnight now I have yet to hear from him. No call no text not even a flippin group text. I called him no answer.

We are not officially back together but he seems to be distant like he loves me yet he wants to be no obligated new job and focusing on his life. I bring a very heavy aspect of us being like a serious couple. I can give him his space but to do so I think I should use the app I have to block him it helps me not call him too. What do you think? I feel I'm being pushy and forgetting we process differently and though I've forgiven for his part he may not have forgiven me for what I did (not cheating) but very hurtful to him and his baby momma situation. We were just so close 2 months ago now I just feel I need to leave a lone so that I won't lose him for good.