Im at a point in my life to where i want more. Much more for my children and family. Btw i already seen my doctor lol. I really want to buy a house, have a good paying job, etc. I know it takes time, but i feel like i need to do more than just take care of the kids at home, because we are struggiling. Bad. I Just hope im physically capable of having a job. I say this because i picked up my three year old to carry him inside from the car because he was having a hissy fit and i ended up throwing my back out and had to go to the er because i could hardly walk. Im not even sure what im making this post for besidesadvice about jobs. Other than that i guess its just venting