Support

Jessica • 26th cycle TTC

Hi guys I guess I’m just looking for support. I had two early miscarriages 5 years ago and then tried to conceive for 3 years and didn’t get another positive so did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and got pregnant with my son. We were told after <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> we had a less than 1% chance of ever conceiving naturally again, but two weeks ago i got a surprise positive and was ecstatic. I tested daily and the lines were progressing well even though I had some light spotting. HCG got up to 300 and then only went up by 30% in two days. After that it started to quickly drop and I officially started miscarrying last week again. I’m really struggling with this, it feels so cruel to get this literal miracle pregnancy and have it ripped away and I’m so freaking bitter and upset. My family tells me “it’s Gods plan” and “be grateful for what you have”. And I am so grateful for everything I have but it doesn’t negate how bad this sucks