Clots Anual Baseball ⚾️ clots

I really disappointed and majorly ashamed. For the past 3 years now I have experienced huge ( ⚾️baseball size) clots passing through my vagina. I could feel it passing through my vaginal opening which I find scary. My menstrual would go M.I.A for the month of May and June then mid part of July (Now) I would bleed 🩸 so heavily. I would have to change pads every two hours because how full it would be. It looks like a freaking crime scene. The first time this happened 3 years ago I was showering like normal and a clot fell at my feet I screamed in pain and horror. My husband ran to me and helped me out the shower 🚿 where I sat on the toilet 🚽 passing another fist 👊🏾 size clot hearing it hit the water. Screaming in pain and going to the hospital 🏥 I was told it was normal. Yet it was not I have never until now experienced these sort of problems. It’s disappointing because I visited my OBGYN and she suggested hormonal therapy (birth control) despite me expressing we want a baby and it be