So angry

Full time momma • I have a son daryn hes 2 born in january 2013 I am pregnant with a little girl due in April Adeline Jo'Lynn
I am just so angry sad depressed because my ex refuses to spend time with my son my son hasnt seen his father since august i made the mistake of taking the ass back in may and fell pregnant he spend a little time with my son while we were together for a few months before i took him back he hadnt seen my son in like 6 months and before that a hand full of times since he was born he will be three in 9 days and now the ass has a new girlfriend he said hes so happy with her and thats all good except he also said he loves spending time with her kids and enjoy taking them places and spending quality time with them this made me so damn mad that he can treat her kids like they are his everything but cant even spend time with his own child and he dosnt ask about his future child either this hurt me because of my son he deserves so much more then what he has for a dad and it really hurts me when he askes to go to daddys and daddy says no i dont know what to do anymore i guess i just needed to rant