Nightmare

Karen
Ugh I had the most disturbing dream about having another miscarrage ..everyone around me was treating it like no big deal..while I was behind a curtain sitting on a see through toilet (so I could see everything) the baby was the right gestational age that it is now (8weeks) but it was bigger like the size of a pickle ..I was horrified and no one else in my family cared :( 
It's probably just fear coming from having a miscarriage last March (the baby was 13 weeks and I had her in a bath tub so I was able to see her and hold her) Anyway I'm 8 weeks along now and I guess really scared it's going to happen again even if I don't like to admit that fear out loud ..I guess dreaming about it means it's more of a fear than I want to admit ...