Dear you

You cheated on me 2 years back but I can't get it out my head... I just don't know why. Although y'all didn't have sex but you had her in your car and was together at night . like why me . why do you treat me so bad.. I can't get the words I love you, I miss you, all I get is your body is hella sexy you face is beautiful I wanna give you a baby . why do you ignore me? When I'm talking to you, how come I feel like I'm a relationship by myself ? I hope you know this time I'm really leaving your ass!! I thank god for blessing me with a lovely job, I'm really leaving your ass and when I'm gone your going to see what a good woman you had. I left my home and moved to the state where your from , no family, no friends. I help take care of your family members and this is the thanks I get .?? Well you did it this time buddy .may god bless you and I hope you treat your next woman better!