I Feel Alone. I Am Tired

Hey!! How are you all doing? I hope you guys are okay. I am not thou🙂. I am tired. Tired of everything. This year has been my hardest because sometimes i dont know what the heck is going on with me.

I am the girl that never fits in. Can you believe I am 20 and I have nobody to rely on if i a going through it. I am unable to talk about my feelings sometimes. I tried but it doesnt work. Lol I don't even have a close friend!!

In May of this year was something. A day didnt past and i didnt cry. I would sometimes zone out, fidget, bounce my leg, etc. At work i would suddenly get teary eyes and i would bite my lip or press my nails into my arms to try stop the tears. I am working to be the better version of myself but it is hard. I feel so lonely. I am just tired.

Anyways i hope you all have a blessed day, week, month and year.🙂✨