So I thought this might have been my month but af showed up this morning. I feel silly for being so disappointed. I decided to try in September, had an early miscarriage at 6 weeks in October, got my first af on the 3rd of December and now it's come again.... I worry because my cycles have changed a lot recently. They're getting further apart but shorter and lighter. I just hope nothing is wrong. Anyway I'm sat here crying a little and I feel ridiculous, I know people have been trying a hell of a lot longer!!

Love and light and baby dust to you all!