Venting. But advice would be nice. June 2014, I was 230 pounds (I am 5'4...so I was huge). I was also single and dating. This gave me motivation to lose weight, along with my grandpa offering me a $1000 reward for getting to 160 lbs. By October 2014, I lost all of the weight and was extremely into fitness. It became my passion. However, in Janurary 2015, I met my husband. He isn't overweight but eats TERRIBLY. 100% junk food. For example, a whole box of chips ahoy with a 2 liter of soda for lunch. I got pregnant in April and as of right now, I have skyrocketed to 245 pounds. Granted, I am pregnant. But even before I was pregnant, just those few months being around his bad habits, I got back to 190. Meaning, I have gained 55 pounds. I have been eating terribly with him the entire pregnancy. It's making me depressed...I miss the old me. I looked and felt so different. I feel like all of that work has gone to shit. And here I am, addicted to sugar and junk food AGAIN. So not only do I need to lose weight, I need to break that addiction again, which sucked. I told him we needed to start eating better because this is getting out of hand. There's nothing cute about the foodie couple who gets fat together. That isn't ME. But he doesn't have the willpower. And it's so hard to have it when he throws things in my face. He doesn't push me to succeed. Last night, he said, "You can't start eating healthy again all at once, let's cut one little thing out at a time." But that isn't how it WORKS. It's so annoying and I fear being surrounded by this attitude and enviroment, I will become bigger than I have ever been.