C section

Ok so I have to be induced or a csection by 39 weeks because of medication I'm on. I scheduled a csection because I really don't want to be induced. I don't want an instrumental labor is the main reason and with induction it can take forever and you could still end up with an emergency c section. But now I've been really researching c section and I'm freaked out about that too. I think I'm going to cancel it. I don't want either birth options. But I really don't no what to do except hope he comes just a little before for a natural birth.