I can’t stop thinking about my miscarriage. I know I’m lucky that it happened early and that the doctors tell me it was probably just a sack but it’s still so hard. I feel empty without my baby. Im constantly being reminded about it whether from seeing babies in public or from seeing videos online. I also keep getting ads for baby products. I just can’t stop seeing myself screaming on the bathroom floor crying my eyes out and my boyfriend holding me and crying too. I can’t stop thinking what if I can never have children and how can I deprive him of having a baby of his own. I love him more than anything and I can’t imagine my life without him but his heart breaking when I miscarried killed me. I just feel so lost and lonely.