Confused!

Rebecca • Proud to be Canadian, ✌&💜
My husband and I have been TTC baby #2 for 4 months now, AF was 3 days late but then she came. I have never been late in my life, and my period was so weird.. was regular then light then almost nothing, but I had it for my usual 5 day cycle. I feel bloated all the time, urine is foggy sometimes and I can hardly sleep! Haven't taken a test because I don't want to see a BFN again. What do you ladies think? Is it me just wishful thinking I could possibly be pregnant or just my body that's off balance?