Trying To Conceive Month 2

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I'm 19 and ttc with my boyfriend. We've been ttc since last month (September). He's 27. We're both ready to be parents. We were going to take a break after this month and get everything situated but then he decided that he didn't want to (he wanted to wait). I'm on day 3 of my cycle and af -_- I was so hopeful for last month but hey. Gonna try again. I was taking prenatals but stopped. After I stop af I'll start again (just as a time thing). What made me so hopeful was having creamy school glue like cm right up until I started. Along with other symptoms, that was what made me so hopeful. But af started and now I'm just waiting. The wait is killing me. I need to distract myself somehow. But I look forward to this journey with you all ^-^