I've decided I'm not going to think constantly about pregnancy anymore.I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling but I don't want to be like some women constantly taking pregnancy test it's obviously negative but they see positive.I've got two beautiful  healthy children a wonderful husband who adores me I couldn't ask God for anymore.  I am also going to get help for my recent miscarriage maybe if I talk to someone I don't know it might help.My husband recently took me and my family on holiday to Beverly Hills just so I can get my mind off the miscarriage spent loads of money on buying me bags,shoes,clothes just so I can get my mind off my miscarriage it's unfair on him as well I need to move on.I am going to get on with my life just for my own sanity and for my family well being plus I'm really enjoying baby making sex why make it boring like a routine we enjoy it to much 😜