First Time Mom Nicu Mom

Hi everyone! I was due October 26th with my first baby! At 29 weeks I went to my normal OB appointment for a checkup to find out I had protein in my urine and high blood pressure. I was sent to our local hospital immediately and then transferred, because my local hospital nicu couldn’t support a baby born before 32 weeks. I was transferred to a hospital an hour away, and delivered at 29 weeks 3 days. My sweet baby girl is currently in the nicu and I’m struggling. I never got my maternity shoot. I have to come home without a baby every day, and I just wish I could have had the labor and delivery I wanted not what I had to have.