Sexual attraction deficiency 😖

Shanie • Catch my drift? 😉🌊
I feel like I do everything right. Waking him up to head, giving him head for no reason, giving him head every time we have sex and it's not returned as much. Literally feels like forever. used to be all the time. Lately he's not in the mood, screams "bae" to get me off when I try to wake him up like that, we'll be laying on the couch and I go to touch him and he has such a quick reflex to take me off and roll over. We haven't even been having sex in the shower & we've been doing doggy for a while and I don't know how to tell him I want to switch. I just get horny all the time and him not feeling the same or ability to feel the same just makes me cry. He used to tell me he wanted me terribly.