Baby fever gone?

Mishila • We have lost 4. 2 due to miscarriage our babygirls heartbeat stopped and 1 ectopic. Ttc for our first
My baby fever used to be incredibly high! Like I didn't care what it took I was going to have a baby. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis so I was scared that if i wait too long I won't be able to handle the pain/sickness and be able to tend to my children how I want. But now I just want to have fun I'm only going to be 23 in March my SO will be 21 in February. I want to travel and see the world a lil bit first. Experience life. And I really really want to get married first.