Feel so sad

joti • Mum to 4 angels 😇

I am so upset with myself :( I did a test on Sunday and it was positive. Then today its negative. Ive been cramping for a few days on and off and now have a back ache. I know this is me miscarrying. I wish the baby stuck but it didnt. Ive cried so many times as it happens all the time to me. Dont get me wrong ive got 2 beautiful bubbas but makes me sad of how many ive lost.