Venting

It sucks being automatically deemed as the primary parent because you’re the mom. Every time I wake up from a sleep or nap, or even getting out the shower.. I have to jump straight back into mommy mode barely having time for myself. I never knew it would be like this because he was so active in the beginning but I’m so unhappy. I cry all the time but feel bad about crying and suck it up because I’m a mom and I’m suppose to take care of my baby. I don’t want this relationship anymore if I’m going to feel like a single mom. I don’t want to ASK him for help when baby is screaming crying while I’m busy making dinner or cleaning and he’s on the game. He doesn’t have to ask me to tend to my child, I honestly resent him so much, I wish you could see into the future with somebody to see what you’re getting yourself into. 6 years of knowing him and he’s never given me a sign that he would act like this, I thought I did everything right, I waited to give him a child after he begged and pleaded now it seems like he just wants her just to say he has a daughter. I feel like giving up. I’ve told him I need more help or that I’m tired of being the only one waking up in the mornings & he’ll change/help for a week if that & go right back to how it was