Burns

I don't really know where to put this tbh but I have like an obsession with burning my skin it just feels like weirdly good. I have  scars on my arm from the really bad ones. But like I hair dry my hair to fry my skin basically it's like weird. Like steam from a kettle or irons. Apparently it could be something to do with having eczema idk how but Yh. I know I sound really weird but does anyone get what I mean??? Like does anyone else have this obsession...